Nightly Journal: our recovery journey, 25 dec 2020
Most of us who have been kept in these dungeon like timelines can appear like savage or wild animals, when first being released into more natural or organic timelines. Like those feral children raised by wolfs, who need to re-adjust their senses to the human world once again.
This is how most of us appear after spending this much time in this place, cut away from the organic or natural worlds. We really act and behave savage, scared or wild, not trusting or being ready to attack even a passing shadow. Much of our senses need time to re-adjust to their natural condition. Our minds, bodies and emotional system need time to slowly heal and remember their organic and natural ways.
From what I can see, the war is over. The game has been completed. Many of us have been pulled out and are now living on recovery ships, slowly coming to our senses, each in our own pace. Our mind still needs the simulation until it can slowly remember the bigger picture.
In the meantime, self work, self honesty, self embracing and accepting, self curiosity and possibly.. genuine self love, can speed up our recovery process. And of course.. reaching out to one another more, asking for and offering genuine support, re-learning to trust and connect to other heart or like minded beings and ourselves, can balm our woods and help us possibly recover faster.
I feel mesmerised, in awe, in terror and beauty when really looking at myself, when truly understanding the immensity of each passing moment.