Lost

My soul
Please forgive me
I’m lost
I have no sight
No smell
No sense
And no remembrance of the place
I left you behind

I feel alone
And misguided
Terrified of being an “adult”
Unaware of what life really is
Afraid of being alive
For real
Afraid of the moment of “death”
And how this will turn out to be

I feel like a child
Continuously longing for home
For knowledge, wisdom and the all undivided protection
And the innate feeling
Of being praised and watched for
By the delighting, all wisdomed eyes
Of my father and mother
Who carefully watch over me

I miss the natural feeling
Of being home.