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Short update
Yesterday I just came back from five days in the wild.High mountain areas with no phone signal, nothing....
Journal: Being what I am (Aug 4th, 2023)
Something irremediably changed within me as of yesterday.A trip through Cheile Tisitei in Vrancea, Romania.A courage to make...
Journal, May 18, 2022: The journey of I am
Inside of me there are so many beings wanting to live my life through me. There are the...
The reunion
The soul, without awareness can become a monster. From my experience so far what I am beginning to...
Thoughts of this moment, Oct 31, 2021
Felt to write a short update. (This article contains a bit of journaling at first) In the last...
Journal, Aug 30 2021: Looking the shadow in the eyes
Because I have rejected my natural ego, the shadow ego was birthed. The shadow ego became a hungry...
Journal: Feel our way back to life (2)
Feeling the feelings means letting yourself be vulnerable. It means surrendering to life’s pressures, instead of fighting against...
Journal: My journey with emotions
I think why I was weary of emotions in the last 3-4 years was due to the fact...
Journal 06.01.2021 : Feel it rather than fight it
People need to learn to feel. While in my recent state of introspection/inner travel I accepted feeling an...
Journal: The art of playing
I think one of the things that I miss in this current life reality I experience, is the...
Nightly Journal: our recovery journey, 25 dec 2020
Most of us who have been kept in these dungeon like timelines can appear like savage or wild...
The way we live
Part1: The face in the crowd I think I was 26 yr of age when I had...
Live as you would teach
Whatever I am teaching this soul body in this ‘lifetime’ it will remain engraved in the memory of...
17.04.2020 The black hole and the inner sun – part1
It is this immense black hole that has covered my heart – that has a constant need for...
Journal 03.02.2020 – Following the voice of the soul
One of the ways in which I got to best practice following what I call “the voice of...
Journal 27.12.2019 : no circuit for love
To accept good is far harder for me, than to accept pain and suffering. It might be due...
Thoughts 16.12.2019 – The holy tension of life
At this point I can surely affirm that my “life” so far has been a total rejection of...
Journal : the kids in the basements
I am not just one. I am many. Many kids, locked out in many basements. I know them,...
Jurnal al ororilor personale: 29.10.2019
Jurnal al ororilor personale Incep un nou tip de jurnal. Desi mi-e teama sa-mi expun cea mai ascunsa...
No one is feeling safe here
No one is feeling safe here. No one is feeling embraced, protected, nurtured. Everyone is striving to survive....
Jurnal, 08.08.2019 : Intunericul suntem noi
Am fost impactata zilele trecute de cea mai simpla evidenta. Am petrecut atata timp plangand, rascolind, intorcand pe...
Visul de aseara: un strigat necunoscut
[…] Un alt happening din visul de aseara e ca … eram intr-o anume situatie, mi se pare...
Jurnal 10.05.2019 / Matrixul Organic
In noaptea asta am visat niste scenarii foarte diferite, avansate. Eram un soi de printesa / zeita, erau...
Jurnal : Frica de libertatea reala
Inca odata mi se arata clar cum tot ceea ce noi consideram negativ, vine ca o proiectie din...
Jurnal : nimic
Faza cea mai ciudata este ca… miscarile mele.. nu sunt ale mele. In starea de observatie pura, am...
Jurnal : visul de aseara, reciclarea din nou in poveste
Am avut un vis ciudat aseara. Si il scriu ca sa evidentiez ceva foarte important, in opinia mea....