My stance against suicide as a way of “escaping the matrix”

If one wouldn’t kill a defenseless animal, how could one kill one’s own physical body?
Among many of the spiritually inclined people there is this pervasive notion and somewhat of a declaration of sorts.. that one is not its physical body, but instead one is an eternal spiritual being.
But then.. some of the same people which declare this, contemplate the idea of suicide or taking their life as a means of liberation from the “matrix”, and this is where the cognitive dissonance that plagues most of us, becomes obvious.
One considers itself to be an eternal spiritual being.. but at the same time one is prepared to “kill itself”.
Well.. how can you kill yourself.. given that you are an eternal spirit?
It’s obvious that that’s impossible.
So what are you actually contemplating to kill or end the life of?
It’s obvious you are thinking to end the life of your physical body, the animal you have been bonded to.. like Prometheus to that rock.

But the question is.. are you sure you want to do this?
Kill the physical body?

See.. our physical body comes from nature, and like any other creature in nature.. it wants to live.
What fault does our physical body have for being a physical body? For feeling hungry, cold, eating and shitting, and having all these crude animalistic instincts? Did our physical body ever chose this?
Even if my physical body would be a prison for my Spirit – as so many acclaim, I would never feel to do a harm upon my body.
To do an unwarranted harm upon a defenseless creature.. to take the life of it.. is probably one of the highest sins in existence and the very root of evil itself.

Has any of the people which contemplate taking “their” life asked their physical body if it wants to die or is ready to? Have they tried initiating a conversation with it? Or did they just thought to do their will with it, independently?

See.. this is again a display of the same shallow and mostly immature mentality that plagues most of the folks in the “truther” community, thinking they want to “escape the matrix” but without a thorough and deep investigation of what this truly means.

But I get why some are contemplating the idea of ending “their” life.
Most of us have been through so much pain, persecution and abuses of so many kinds, that the idea of ending it all might begin to appear appealing. But again.. how sure are we that we would indeed be “escaping the matrix” by killing our physical body? How sure are we.. that.. instead of being bonded to a living animal.. we wouldn’t, then, be bonded to a corpse?

And where does the idea of killing our physical body as a means of liberation even comes from? Isn’t it obvious that it comes from the same system of darkness.. that has caused much of the trouble and suffering in the first place?
See.. this is the sick double act that this disturbed world constantly plays. It creates its own problems and then.. it offers its own disturbed solutions to said problems. Caught in the never ending problem-solution circus.. one remains trapped, trying to win an un-winnable game.

Did the idea of taking our life originated within us, or have we found it said by a person or another, in a video or book or another, and we just adopted it.. because it sounded like giving us a somewhat semblance of power? “If what stands between me and freedom.. is the life of this body.. then I might just do with it and liberate myself.”

Never seek for solutions from this disturbed world.. to problems which it itself has created.
Always tune inwards, always seek the Spirit within.. for guidance, knowledge, restoration and healing.

Think about it: would Spirit ever kill a thing in order to liberate itself?
And if Spirit wouldn’t do this.. then, who would?

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Life and Death are both ancient, primordial beings on their own and they should always be met with respect. Killing or threatening to kill a defenseless creature, like our physical body is, just shows one’s own crass ignorance and ultimately.. a disrespect towards both Life and Death.

There is a certain golden rule to existence: never take that which you are unable to give.
If we are not the giver of Life, how can we become the taker of it?

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There is indeed a true way to “die”, but this True Death implies zero harm upon our physical body.
Through a certain type of internal effort we work to bring ourselves to higher and higher states of lucidity, remembering who and what we truly are, while we are still existing here in these bodies. This process is similar to lucid dreaming, but instead of doing it at night.. one does it during the day.
This is the true way to die – the death of death itself, which is nothing more than an actual coming back to Life.
This is the true notion behind “being born again” and gaining “ever lasting life”, because once we remember who and what we truly are, we can never lose that Knowledge again. The Light of Life is gained forever, but who is actually willing to put in all that it has and ardently dedicate oneself with heart, mind, body and soul.. to this endeavour?

See.. most people think they are afraid of death, but that’s actually an erroneous thinking.
We are not afraid of death (because we are already dead), we are afraid of Life.
True Life scares us more than death ever will, this is why only some very few, across time, have started or even considered starting this Narrow Path, this Golden Path, towards True Life.

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Let it be known: my message and everything that I am as a True Living Being here in this body, through the Spirit that enlivens me, I stand for Life. I am a pro Life individual.. and my message, even through the occasional gruesome or darker aspects of it, is here to stand for Life.

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(Text originally written in Dec 2024)