The True Soul/Sol/Sun
Today I wrote this short text as a reply to a conversation with Susanna Nielsen.
I thought to also publish it, because it’s the first time I’ve put into words a bit of what I’m seeing related to our True Soul.
The greatest form of pain for the True Soul.. is not being able to express itself into the world.
Not being able to pour its inner most essence from ‘in’ to ‘out’.
When this precious essence of our Soul only remains caught within us.. and we are not able to pour it into the world and thus touch the world with it, our own very Soul withers and slowly “dies”, and the outer world dies as well.
The outer world needs our true essence to come out of us and touch it. This is how the outer world flourishes and lives, it lives through us.. when we are able to pour our essence from within… outside!
Similar to a living water.. our Soul emanates this living essence, this Light, that when poured into the world.. it acts like a fertiliser, infusing and thus.. giving Life to the World. It Lights up the World, making it come to Life. True Life!
Our True Soul is both akin to a Living Water – a substance of immense potential and creation (the Fountain of Life), and to a Living Fire, shining out like a cosmic Sun.
This is the True Soul/Sol/Sun – which through its emanation produces the living essence of all Life.
But see.. in this current world that we find ourselves in.. our Souls have been barricaded within us, trapped within.. and sealed under a great weight and darkness.
The cube of matter.
Under this immense weight, our True Soul/Sol/Sun has stopped being able to pour itself from ‘in’ to ‘out’, and is now dying within us.. and with it.. so does the outer world.
When this darkness was placed upon our True Soul/Sol/Sun.. that’s when a dark age began.
That’s when the inner dimension of reality was segregated from the outer dimension, the bridge between the ‘in’ and the ‘out’, ‘heaven’ and ‘earth’ was broken.
That’s when our essence became trapped within us, with almost no way of shining itself into the world anymore.
This is when our physical bodies became mortal.. and this is when the outer world started dying as well, becoming the theatre of violence, hunger and death.. that it is today.
This is when the connection with the sacredness, profundity and interconnectedness of all Life was lost.
What we have to do, I think.. is to find our way back to this inner Sun/Sol/Soul .. and make the courage to shine its Light into the world.
I think this is the only way we could ever “save” the world.. and restore it to its true, original.. natural form.
And this is, currently, such a mountain of a feat.. as incomprehensible cosmic (dark) forces are working 24/7, from within and from outside, to keep us from both accessing this Inner Sun and from shining its Light into the World.
And recently I found this verse from the Gospel of Thomas, which I feel speaks perfectly about this:
“If you bring forth what is within you, what you bring forth will save you. If you do not bring forth what is within you, what you do not bring forth will destroy you.”
— Gospel of Thomas
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Oct 10, 2024