Amber

The following experience happened on Nov 15, 2023.
Although this experience took place during sleep, this was something different than a usual dream.
After this experience my view of reality changed in a definitive way. Even though this was terrible.. I feel my consciousness became more lucid after this, seeing and understanding more of what this reality truly is.
This was the experience that preceded the recording and publishing of the video ‘There is zero truth in anything‘, on the same day.
Also, I have to note that.. at the time of this experience I had zero recollection of Chiron Last’s video called ‘Amber 22413’ or of his original notions related to the “honey of the gods”. I had watched some of his material, during the years, but in an inconsistent way and much of the notions from the earlier works were completely forgotten from my mind.
It was actually after this experience that I felt to re-watch Chiron Last’s material, starting from the beginning. When I reached the video called Amber.. I felt muted.

It is not without fear or tremble that I share this experience, but for some reason.. something within me indicated that it’s time to be shared.

At the beginning of the dream, I see myself in a house. It is night outside and it’s semi dark in the house as well. I am there with my mother, my sister and my brother. My mother together with my sister and brother were watching something on tv, their attitude was somehow cheerful and entertained by the show they were watching. I was in a different room when I felt a great sense of danger. A deep feeling of fear.. all of the sudden pressed invisibly on me. I didn’t knew where it came from nor what it means. I felt extremely overwhelmed with the intensity of it, I ran towards my mother.. trying to get her attention, trying to warn her.. of the danger. She wouldn’t listen, she wouldn’t give me attention.. as she was entertained by the show she was watching. I made a remark that she is not listening to me.. and this made her upset, saying that I’m always making things about me and I’m always taking things too seriously. Seeing her attitude made me feel completely dishearten.. I felt scared and alone. I didn’t knew what to do.. and the impending sense of danger was rising and rising… I felt hopeless in that moment, feeling that there’s no one I can turn to.
The next scene I see me and my mother entering into a facility type of building. I don’t know what we were doing there. It almost felt like this facility was in the continuation of our house, somehow. It was really dark in that facility and the room was extremely large.. I sense other people there, but I cannot see their faces, I cannot distinguish them, I can only see their shadowy figures, they seemed like regular people. There I was.. me and my mother.. she was leading the way, or trying to get to someplace.. I was following her. By this point I felt completely renounced in my try to make her hear me about my feeling of danger, I felt I have no chance, again.. completely alone. And then.. it happened almost without a moment’s notice.. we were ambushed. Some type of military people, dressed in black, shot both of us dead.
I see my body being dead.. I look at it as if looking from the perspective of my head. So I am not hovering above my body, but I’m seeing my body as if I would look at it from a screen, and that screen would be placed where my head is. So I see myself as if looking from the head down, but somehow.. from the top of my head.. not where my physical eyes usually are.
My mother’s body is to my left, both of us we are dead on the floor. I see these military type of soldiers.. surrounding our dead bodies. I see them starting to discharge their weapons in us, rifles upon rifles of bullets.. butchering our already dead bodies. My flesh, my bones.. were scattering all around. I could see what happens.. but I was helpless, I couldn’t do anything to protect my body…
They brutally ripped something, took something out from my mouth and from my stomach area, with what appeared to be some form of weaponry or devices of sorts.. and that’s the last thing that I remember from that scene.
The next scene I see is this dark, extremely dark, sterile and large facility room. I see this room filled with what can be described as 100% dehumanised, robotic soldiers. I see myself as one of them, or having my consciousness attached to of them. I could feel how this being felt and how he perceived the world, and I could feel nothing. No emotion, no feeling. We were all dressed in a black type of military clothing. We had weapons on us. All of the sudden.. a call is made.. and I see this entire herd of soldiers running, rushing down on some stairs.. trying to get to some location.. to some other room in that building. I see myself rushing down the stairs with the other soldiers around me. I feel nothing but the purpose.. of getting to where we needed to go. I had zero self conscience, I wasn’t thinking of anything at all, no personal thought, no question, just purpose driven to complete what had to be completed, in this case.. getting to that location that we were all rushing towards. Now I see myself entering in this room.. The doors opened and I see this light, this warm, almost golden type of light, coming from this room which we were just about to enter. I see many people in this room, many.. creatures I could call them, as not all of them were people.
There was a sort of altar in the middle of the room. Some type of pillars, bended somehow to the top, forming some type of arcades around this altar, and in the middle.. a stone (?) type of bed, where a woman was laid down. Me.
At that moment I was in my true body, on that table. When I entered the room, as that soldier.. my consciousness moved from this soldier.. to my true body, on the table.
I was heavily drugged. Heavily. I could barely see clearly, and I couldn’t move.
I saw these three or four winged, bird type of female beings hovering above me. They had these skinny type of arms and hands and they were small, the size of a child probably, and hovering in the air. They had some devices in their hands, some form of tablets or screens of sorts and through those devices they were manoeuvring a larger, computer type of device which was connected to the altar.
It was a sort of gathering. An event.
The room was filled to the brim with all sorts of beings (not all of them human), which were there to witness the “event”.
I see these skinny winged female creatures hovering above me, to my upper left, giving a sort of speech to the audience before the event began.
The last thing they said.. is what remained with me and I remember it. Just before starting their procedure, they said to the audience: “This is our birthright”.
And I remember the sense of entitlement in that statement.
And then it started. They brought up what appeared to be 2-3 small pearls, golden-copperish in color, and they inserted those into my genitals.
When those things were inserted in me.. that’s when.. the most unspeakable experience started..
I am unable to put into words precisely.. what this was, this experience will forever remain unspeakable.
But simply said.. when those things were inserted in me… I started living out a culmination of all human experiences. All and everything that everyone ever felt, all the cries, the pain, the desperation, the fear, the begging to god, the abandonment, the cold, the ecstasy, the horror, the murders, the rapes, the embraces, the hopes, all of them concentrated.. kicking in more and more. It was an orgasm and the most intense pain.. at the same time. I couldn’t move, I remember I was just screaming out in agony, while I lost consciousness of the room.. and of anything, and I was experiencing all these events.. and as the experience would get more and more intense.. so many images, extremely important images that most of them I cannot remember, and most of them I am unable to describe, started rolling before my consciousness.. like paintings in a gallery. Faster, faster, and as the experience intensified.. everything started being bathed in this rosy golden light.. and at some point, right before the peak of the experience, I remember I saw.. an image of Venus. I saw Her. The torture was indescribable at this point, I was screaming and crying while being completely detached from the physical place I was in, and all I wanted was to die. To truly be able to die. And then I remembered, I remembered what happened. I remembered how they would put me through this experience time and time again. At the end of a cycle.. I would be fed with these tiny pebbles.. and I would be put to live everything in a concentrated form.
While they would be there, gathered around that altar. And my sensation is that.. when I would live things in this way.. I would generate something and they would get charged in some way.
And the thing is that.. they wouldn’t allow me to die.
When the experience peaked.. and the most intense ecstasy combined with the most intense horror was felt.. the agony was so profound.. that I saw .. Him. Finally, I saw Him. And this would sound really strange.. but I knew it was Jesus Christ. I recognised him. And I remembered seeing him before.. this was not the first time, as I said, that they would put me through this. I’ve reached this point before. I saw him like seeing through an opened window. He was on the other side of this window.. All I wanted was to reach Him. All I wanted was to reach Him.. and thus to be able to die. As to die would have meant to finally be able to go through the window.. and reach Him.
And at that moment.. when I saw him again, I started moving towards the window, giving myself basically.. to Him.
But then I heard a voice from the room, the skinny women shouting “stop it, stop it before she reaches him”. And that’s what they did. They were monitoring my experience through those screens, and somehow.. right at that moment, I was so close to the window.. they’ve stopped the experience. And again.. this is what happened before. This is what they did before. I was never allowed to reach him.. I was never allowed to die.. to truly die…
And this is how I woke up in bed…
This is what they would do.
They would extract something from many many many human beings, the same way they extracted those things from my mouth and stomach after they’ve killed me and my mother. They would distill or use these extracted things in some way to create these concentrated copper-golden like pebbles or pearls. These pearls were able to generate a sort of concentrated human experience. When I would be fed with them.. I would live these experiences and emanate or produce something in the process.
In that scene when I was shot, I was still able to see my dead body.. I was able to perceive everything that happened to it.. but it was like looking through a screen. I could not change anything. I was still alive, I didn’t die. I never die. They never allow me to die…