The holiness of Chiron Last’s work
A message which I recently posted in a Chiron Last dedicated group.
Am I the only one who has felt a sort of holiness around Chiron Last’s message, his voice and his words? Like.. a sort of deep silence sinking in after listening to one of his videos? As if all thoughts would stop.. and one would remain sitting like that.. in an incomprehensible form of recognition, as if the deepest parts of oneself were finally seen and understood.. by someone else, in this life? Was I the only one which found itself crying like a child, without knowing why, while listening to some of the videos?
See.. when I found out there is a group dedicated to Chiron Last and then later.. I was introduced to it, I felt like a child jumping in joy. Even though I didn’t said much, my first internal sentiment was that.. I found my family. If there are others out-there which share the same feeling towards Chiron Last’s work.. and if I am able to be next to them, then finally I felt I might have found an island of sanity in this world.
I didn’t said much at first because I wanted to study the activity in the group, before I engage. There were also some of my personal fears getting in the way.
So my first impression was that here, in this group, is where I’ll find people coming together in Chiron’s spirit, especially after his second channel was deleted.. and I so much needed to feel others in the same spirit, close to me.
But soon I started noticing how the discussions here on the group were not necessarily engaging Chiron’s work that much.
People were sharing different spiritual ideas and resources, some of them more tangent with Chiron’s work, others less.
Still, in my eyes.. I appreciated each person which made the courage to step out of its personal shell and initiate a conversation, share a resource, ask a question. Even though I would see different mistakes and errors in the information shared, I still felt .. “at least some of the people here they are doing their best, putting out what they have in terms of wisdom, knowledge and experience, to benefit the others.” I appreciated the intent in people’s hearts more than the occasional erroneous information.
But then with time, especially as of recent times, I started noticing how the conversations and the discussions in the group were distancing themselves more and more from Chiron Last’s work, to the point of almost becoming at odds with it.
What at first felt a bit surprising to see and I brushed it off as some form of unknowledgeable mistake, it then became alarming.. and as of recent times.. down right preposterous, to the point that I started wondering “What the heck is going on?”
Like now we had people propagating information on the group which went directly against what Chiron taught.
One of the main themes of Chiron Last’s entire body of work, starting from the first Golden Web series, was the notion that.. there’s something really wrong about our life in the way it is right now. Chiron made it very clear that this is Hell and that there is an invisible war going on, and that there very much is an ongoing destruction of the heart, inside and outside. Both our interior hearts being consumed and destroyed, and the exterior Heart, which is the Earth, which is going through to the same.
Chiron definitely spoke about needing to stop the cycle of consumption by correcting the wrong vision (the second sight) within ourselves. He definitely warned against the artificial, against entertaining many of the rituals and customs of this world, and advised a certain recline from society.. so that one may find the Narrow Path back to one’s Heart and the Kingdom within. These were definite, clear themes in Chiron Last’s work.
Chiron never spoke about us being “all one”, for example, like we find in most precepts coming from the new age spirituality. Chiron made it clear that we are infinite heart based beings, that means.. sovereign individual beings. Chiron advised, in repeated number of times, against the new age propaganda. He invited us, instead, to go within and “listen in silence”.
Chiron told us that all our hearts are broken and when one is able to make that recognition.. one can gain “a chance at a chance” and start walking the most difficult and narrow path towards the true Kingdom within.
So now.. when I started seeing the discussions here on the group being stirred towards notions such like “there is no war” and that “everything is just a matter of perception”, and that if we raise our vibration high enough.. we can attain a state of bliss, contentment or spiritual emancipation of sorts, and we can basically “live a happy life”.. something in me.. started feeling really really worried. It was not necessarily me, the conscious self, but something deeper in me.. kicking me from within with an impossible stern: NO. What??
Basically what, Chiron was now made to look like.. a person who “yeah, knew some stuff and taught us some valuable things, but we outgrew him in the meantime”?? Or that “he was stuck on righteous anger”, as someone actually said to me?
Chiron Last and his entire body of work.. was now made to appear like the work of a person which was “going through a dark night of the soul”??
That to me.. is a clear and direct form of disrespect and discredit of the work of someone who, clearly, gave everything it had to bring this work into the world. For anyone with the slightest amount of sensitivity and attention.. one could feel how much was put in this material! This material was not created by your usual video game addict creating truther videos in his bedroom. This material glows with an indescribable Spirit, and it is clearly obvious that its creator has put everything it had into it. Giving its entire breath, heart, mind and body.. and shedding unspeakable tears which only the most sensible might have felt in his voice. And he did this for years.. more than a decade of work. To now what? Be rendered a mere blip in a person’s “spiritual evolution”, a “phase” in one’s “hero’s journey”, that one eventually outgrows?
What a blasphemy and a hideous insinuation.
And to see this happening in the very group that carries his name.
I pity for the ones which are able to stand in front of Holiness and not realise it when it breathes next to them. When it’s just too close, too reachable, too simple.. too “mundane”.. for them to see it, to recognise it.
And so Chiron Last’s work is being compared with the work of Buddha, Lao Tzu, and others.. without realising the obvious. Those are distant figures that never breathed the same air that you are breathing now. Their hearts didn’t beat as Chiron’s heart does now.. the same time with yours. This is a flesh and blood human being, living and breathing right now, speaking directly to you and to your heart the way it is right now.. not the way it was 2000 years ago.
Who truly see the Holy when it stares them in the eyes?
And how many wait until the Holy is gone.. to then cry and create altars in its name?
How horrendous that people can convince themselves they have outgrown Chiron’s teachings, when most of them haven’t even walked 1 inch of what Chiron must have walked to even begin putting these materials out. It’s so horrendous that it becomes hilarious. To think that Chiron Last was saying this world is hell because he didn’t do enough shadow work, or that he was going through a dark night of the soul. How little consideration and internal comprehension one must have.
How little understanding and recognition of the depth of self mastery one would need to posses, over both sides of duality, to even begin creating these materials? As it was constantly stated throughout the work that one has to see both sides of the coin at the same time, in order to “bury the dog” and become a master of oneself.
Just look at the video with the ‘Principle of Paradox’. There’s your Buddha, your Christ, your Krishnamurti, but you continue to seek the dead teachers, instead of the one living and breathing right now.. speaking directly to you. That’s because the dead.. seek the dead.
Do you think the works of Chiron Last have just been uttered by some random folk who had “read some things” or put together some quotes from the internet? Do you think this body of work could have been done without a profound level of self understanding, scouring for years the deep caverns of oneself?
Look at the parable with the ‘diver in the ocean’, from ‘The Tight Grip of Evil’. He told you right there a bit of his journey.
It is obvious this creator mastered his own being in a way most of us might only grasp to understand, and if this being stands there.. an invisible voice from the other side of that screen.. and tells you.. there is an evil in this world that you cannot begin to comprehend.. do you still make his words seem like coming from a person who “yeah, knew some things, but he was stuck on negativity”?? Fuck off!
Go and find your sweet talking spiritual masters to lure you back to sleep with their alluring voices and wet adoring eyes telling you “oh, you’re so great”, “your a marvellous spiritual being”, “you create your own reality”, “yeah, it’s enough to keep your vibration high.. and you can have everything you want in this life”. “Yeah, don’t listen to those downers, they are still going through their dark night of the soul, you are better than them, you should teach them some things.”
It felt purely blasphemous, and my heart got revolted in such a way.. that I had to even step over the care that I felt towards you M., and speak up.
Like.. I see your efforts of personal growth, but you are making a high, high confusion here.. between personal development.. and the true authentic form of spirituality.. which, by its very name, implies a movement towards the Spirit.
Chiron Last was here to remind us of the Spirit. The Spirit of All Life, the Spirit within us, and similar to the hero in the gnostic ‘Hymn of the Pearl’ to call us back towards it! Chiron IS the Eagle from the hymn, that “flew besides me.. and became entirely speech”! He IS the letter, the voice of the Kingdom itself!
Chiron is far from being your usual folk here to teach you self development or give you some 2-3 “spiritual” gimmicks to improve your life.
He made it clear that this world is Hell and there’s nothing to be gained from it, even if you manage to succeed at some things here and there.
You are also having an extremely skewed perception of what neutrality is, and I advise you go back and study Chiron Last’s work so as to understand what Neutrality, as portrayed by Chiron, truly is.
Some of these concepts are really Holy… because the reality of what they represent and stand for… is Holy.
And when you interact with Holiness, when you interact with sacredness, when you are given something of an incomprehensible value.. and you spoil it by careless apprehension, you are marking yourself unworthy of it.
The way you treat the Heart of another, which is the outermost gift and Holiness you can receive, is the way you treat your own Heart, and thus.. how you are treated by it.
When you interact with Holiness.. you respect it, you honour it and you work to protect it.. with your Life!
That’s how you interact with the Holy, if you want to be regarded as a truly mature being.. which is able to be granted the keys to the Kingdom of Heaven.