Rape, violation and integrating back the Self

Rape comes from ignorance.
To rape someone is to benefit from their state of ignorance.
As much as one is aware of oneself and the nature of reality/things, one becomes unrapable/inviolable.

To rape someone is to take advantage from their state of ignorance, to profit, to extract a share from that state of ignorance, to hide from them a portion of themselves, of reality.
This is why all rape, all murders, all violations.. what they do is that they create a blackness within the individual. A patch of memory loss, a patch of forgetting one’s true nature.
One forgets oneself as much as one is violated and raped in one’s core identity.
And this is why all trauma is attached to a form of memory loss.

We forget who we are, when we are violated in what we are.

To be raped, violated, means to have a portion of yourself stolen from yourself, by a method of self diffusion and self confusion. A double of yourself is created, a double of that portion which is violated. A clone. And that cloned part is made to replace the original part of yourself, in yourself, and then.. you become more and more replaced with cloned, un-original, parts of yourself. And this is how one becomes more and more a ghost, as much as one’s core identity is ripped away from them.

And this is how you begin to lose trust in yourself and depart from yourself, becoming something you are not.

These un-original, ghostly doubles of yourself, are never truly you. They come from “something else”, a different nature, that tries to emulate being you, while never truly being that. This is how slowly, one is replaced with “something else” than what one is. An experiment to denature an otherwise perfect being, by mutating it, cross-breading it with something it is not.

And this violation can come in many different forms and shapes, not necessarily through sexual violation. It can come through the form of verbal abuse, emotional manipulation, casting denatured energies onto someone or into the environment, basically.. all violation and abuse resuming down to… distorting the true story of what one or reality truly is at its core. Telling the story in a different way than the story goes.

Anybody who tells the story of our reality, or of one’s true self, in a different way (eg: a lie) than the story actually is.. is a violator, an abuser and a rapist, ultimately.

So every unconscious or ignorant individual is an abuser, a rapist and a violator.. ultimately. And we are all abusing each other, the environment and ourselves, as much as our actions come from ignorance.

This rape goes mostly invisible, we rape each other and the world.. all the day long, by not telling the correct story of who and what we truly are. By believing ourselves to be something else than what we are, we both rape ourselves and forget ourselves simultaneously.

And this is going to remain so until the last drop of ignorance is dissolved from us.

So rape, violation, murder and violence.. always ends up in self forgetfulness.
And self forgetfulness, eg: self ignorance, ends up in more violation, rape and violence.
It’s a self sustaining circle.

To brake the circle/circus of rape, means to practice self awareness.
Self initiation into the true nature of oneself. Stilling everything down, every desire, every fear, every preference.. until nothing remains. Just the pure silence of being itself. In that silence.. as we stay in it, the truth of what we are is slowly to re-encounter us. Slowly to meet us once again. The true parts of ourselves, that were lost during our competition and war with Life and ourselves, are slowly attracted back to us.. like planets, suns and galaxies around an indivisible nucleus, unmovable center. The black hole at the center of the galaxy.

This is how all the ghostly parts, all the cloned portions of ourselves, that with time have replaced more and more who and what we truly were, turning us into a virtual ghola, a ghost, start to vanish, to disappear. The illusions brake apart under the light of this pure awareness, pure stillness, pure nothing. The Void.

Nothing can remain in the presence of pure Void.
And all illusions fade, and everything is integrated back within the self. ‘Re-membered’. Putting one’s members back together. The true portions of oneself slowly adhered back from the deep vault of unconsciousness where they were casted, into the ever present conscious Self.

Us coming back to life.
Again.

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DN Jul 20, 2024